Tears from thy love.

Yesterday, February 18, 2010. Siena College Taytay.

I really don't know what happened to me. It was lunch time. Rommel and I got into a stupid fight. Yes, stupid. It was actually out of nothing! It started with a joke, then it went on. He didn't bother to talk to me after that, even when i was calling him. Then back at our classroom, it's the same scene. Nothing between us exists.

I don't know what's got into me. After that, I felt mad at him. I didn't speak to him or anything. He was apologizing but I won't accept it. Felt so mad I was decided to..leave him.

PE class came, we went down to the gym. There he did not stop pleasing me, asking for my forgiveness. But I still won't give in. Then he seriously asked me, if I still love him, if I wanted to end our relationship. Did I? I don't know. That moment, I found no other words to say but, I just feel uncertain anymore. I feel that I am not happy anymore. But before I was able to tell him any of that, tears ran down our face. Not only me, but also him. I was shocked, really, because I never actually saw a guy cry over his girl, especially one who is in front of her.

The moment I saw him crying, all those things I thought were flushed away. No, I can't live without him. That time, I wanted to hug him so much, but I can't because we were in school. But anyway, those tears changed everything. It stopped me from committing the biggest mistkae I was about to regret for the rest of my life. Before he cried, he was asking me if I love him, because he said that he loves me. Then there it goes.

If ever you read this, Rommel, I want you to know that i really really love you. And I am so sorry for having to think of everything like that. Sorry for being such a freak to do those. I know, you love me and I love you too. As much as you love me. Even more I guess?

No matter what happens, I know that our love will reign. I will fight for you until the very end. I do not want to lose you, cause losing you, is like having myself killed.

I Love You.

Chelsea's Sweet Sixteen. :">

Last January 30, Chelsea celebrated her 16th birthday. Her actual birthday is on February 2, but she insisted on celebrating it on the 30th of January so that we could hang out. She first consulted me and asked for my help in making the invitations. I agreed so I asked her what I should do. She wanted something like a ticket to a movie or concert, but we won't come up with a good idea, so she decided to give up and put into my, according to her, creative hands to do the layout and everything. I just asked her what info I am to put, and the main color I am to use, and the rest was me. So, she loved it. I mean, they loved it! Yey! Now the best part? Of course! The party itself. :)

It was a Saturday, and we're lucky there was no classes. As seen in the invitation, it was at Greenbelt, Makati. My parents dropped me by the mall, and the party started! We had so much fun! Chelsea rent a room in Redbox. All we did was sing, dance, eat and guess what, take lots and lots of pictures! IKR? Camwhores we are. Haha. :))

So, after Redbox, the original plan was to go to Eastwood and go party. But, unfortunately, Chelsea was not allowed to go there. No one will be able to fetch her, according to her Mom. So, instead of going there, we just watched a movie. We were supposed to watch "Paano Na Kaya", but it is out of sched. So we just chose "The Tooth Fairy". It was a nice film. Lots of lessons to be learned. But anyway, I'm doing this for Chelsea's birthday, not some film documentary.

After the film, we had a little walk. Here and there. Gaahd! My shoes are really killing me. I wore this high heels, while they wore flats. So unlucky of me! But, they loved my attire. Yeah.

At the end of the day, my parents picked me up, and I said goodbye to my dear Aereperennius girlfriends. I surely had a lot of fun. Next party: Mia's Birthday baaash.. :))

OMEG! Only 6 months to go and I'm 18! Got to get started planning for my debut. Gaahd! :|

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Failed. :|

Okay. I am really really sorry for not complying with my resolution. I admit, i was not able to post anything after the lost one. Nothing at all. :| Gaah! I really wish I could cope up with this. :|

Anyway. I'll try to find some time for updates on this blog on my schedule after our thesis and everything. So, sorry to say. I still won't be able to post as often. Just wait til I get some time. :)